congrats for Jasmin Shabrina Poetri! adekku a.k.a temen bertengkar a.k.a temen ke kamar mandi *ups* yang masyaallah manja binti bandel ini berhasil masuk SMPN 1 Surabaya :D alhamdulillah, keep fighting sist! semangaaaat!!!

p.s. : aku nulis ini tengah malem, eh nggak deh dini hari qiqiqi #pentingbanget
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ugh, i feel so bored. i'm in holiday but i just stay at home. i haven't go anywhere guys!
sebenernya ada rencana liburan ke malang bareng anak2 tapi aku nggak bisa ikut :(
so right now i just sitting in front of my notebook and browsing the internet. how pity i am -,- 
For God's Sake, i want holiday! i want go somewhere with my besties, my family, or my boyfriend. but i haven't done it yet T.T i wish i can have a perfect holiday, i wish.

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Mean
by : Taylor Swift

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow

But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city


And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean

All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city

(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

 yeah, you the one who push me down. the one who make me feels like i'm nothing.
you're the mean one.
remember, yeah someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me. i'll show it you.
well i think it would be a interesting moment when i see you realize that you're such kinda of pathetic liar.  
so, get ready dude! ;)
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aku nggak nyangka banget. masalahnya temen2 sekelasku sekarang ini pinter2 banget men! dan mereka semua tipe anak yang peduli banget sama nilai, jadi kalian bisa bayangin kan gimana rajinnya mereka? aku ngerasa persaingan di kelasku ini ketat banget. aku mikir masuk 3 besar aja udah alhamdulillah deh kalo liat gimana pinter2nya anak2 XI IPA 6 taun ini. apalagi aku ngerasa kelas 11 ini aku makin dodol binti makin lola binti makin lemot -,-
tapi tadi waktu aku dateng ke sekolah mau ngambil rapot, tiba2 temenku bilang gini "nggak usah gaya yas hahaha" aku kan kaget. pas aku tanbya gaya kenapa dia jawab "kamu loh ranking 1" kalimat pertama yang aku ucapin "sumpah looooo?!! bohong!" dia bilang "sumpah deh yas" huaaaaa aku nggak nyangka banget. alhamdulillah, ternyata usahaku selama ini nggak sia2, aku begadang2 buat belajar ternyata nggak sia2. thanks god :) semoga aku bisa lebih dari yang sekarang kelas 12 nanti, amin :)
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tadi pulang dari grandcy, adekku dapet sms dari temennya disuruh tsms gurunya nanya nilai un. dan akhirnya papaku yang sms gurunya adekku dan nanya nilai unasnya dia. and guess what! my sister get 28,10 for her test! oh maaaan, she's so coooooollll! aku aja smp nggak pcy di dapet segitu hahahaha. well, congrats for my beloved sista'! you did it well!
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have you ever feel missed your bestfriends so badly but you can't meet them? it feels so hurt man :( i have a great clique when i'm in junior high school. we're called CRAZYSTAPLES. silly name? wth, we don't care about it. we're great together. we loved each other, we shared our stories, our problems, and our happiness. we spent our times together by hanged out or just slept together. we're so close, nothing can separate us. can you imagine how we're really close? but now, i can't meet them. yeah they're too far now.
satu hal yang paling aku pengenin di sweet 17th ku april kemarin itu mereka. i miss them badly. tapi karena faktor tempat dan watu jadi nggak memungkinkan buat ketemu deh :( tapi .... ternyata mereka bisa bikin sweet seventeenku jadi nyenengin lagi! waktu itu, baru pulang sekolah tiba2 wita nelfon aku dan ternyata anak2 CS lagi pada kumpul semua kecuali indah. dan bisa ditebak gimana hebohnya mereka hahaha. dan ternyata gak berhenti disitu. tepat sebulan setelah ulang tahunku, 28 Mei kemarin tiba2 aku dapet surprise dari mereka! quite late, tapi tetep aja bikin aku seneng setengah mampus! hahaha. they gave me a 3D scrapbook and a movie of them. they look so crazy and fun in this movie hahaha. bayangin aja mereka lip sync dengan gayanya mereka yang "wow" itu. oh gawd how i miss them so much! they're one of the best thing that ever been mine.


CRAZYSTAPLES in action 












look at them! how pretty they're now. uuh i miss you girls! 



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