Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark? To dream about a life when you're a shining star. Eventhough it seems like it's too far away. i have to believe in myself, it's the only way.


And you will know that you're if you trust the good.
And it will get better if you follow your heart.


i can almost see it. that dream i'm dreaming. but there's a voice inside my head saying i'll never reach it.
Every step i'm taking, every move i make feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaking.
But i gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high


We were moving mountains and before we know we could,
There's always gonna be another mountain. i always gonna make it move.
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose. 
It's ain't about how fast i get there. Ain't about whats waiting on the other side.
It's about the climb.


The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down. But no, I'm not breaking.

because i know there can be a miracle when i believe. i just have to believe in myself.
so, i'll always keep trying, keep the faith, and keep climbing! semangat yass!!


n.b. : adapted from lyrics of : The Climb-Miley Cyrus|When You Believe-Mariah Carey ft. Whitney Houston}Just Stand Up - Various artist|This is Me - Demi Lovato
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this is a great song. Jenifer Hudson sang this song. yaa jebolan American Idol yang punya suara yang bisa bikin merinding ini. i love the lyrics of this song. dalem banget. yaa and this is what i feel. with this song, i'm telling you i'm not going :)

And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going lyrics
Songwriters: Eyen, Tom; Krieger, Henry D;

And I am tellin' you I'm not goin'
You're the best man I've ever known
There's no way I can ever go
No, no, there's no way
No, no, no, no way
I'm livin' without you

I'm not livin' without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm stayin', I'm stayin'
And you, and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me

And I am tellin' you, I'm not goin'
Even though the rough times are showin'
There's just no way
There's no way

We're part of the same place
We're part of the same time
We both share the same blood
We both have the same mind

And time and time
We've have so much to share
No, no, no, no, no, no way
I'm not wakin' up tomorrow mornin'
And findin' that there's nobody there

Darlin' there's no way
No, no, no, no way
I'm livin' without you
I'm not livin' without you
You see there's just no way
There's no way

Please don?t go away from me
Stay with me, stay with me
Stay, stay and hold me
Stay, stay and hold me

Please stay and hold me
Miss her bad, try and miss her, try and miss her
I know, I know, I know you can

Tear down the mountains
Yell, scream and shout
You can say what you want
I'm not walkin' out

Stop all the rivers
Push, strike and kill
I'm not gonna leave you
There's no way I will

And I am tellin' you, I'm not goin'
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I could ever, ever go
No, no, there's no way
No, no, no, no way
I'm livin' without you

I'm not livin' without you
Not livin' without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm stayin', I'm stayin'
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me, yes you are
Yes you are

Aah, love me
Love me
Love me
Love, you're gonna love me
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nggak tau kenapa nih tiba2 aku suka lagi sama lagu-lagu lama, sekitar tahun 1970-an gitu. kalo kalian sering denger lagu-lagunya mama/papa kalian pasti kalian nggak asing sama "The Carpenters" (sok tau ya? hahaha). this is one of my favourite song :

They Long to Be 
 The Carpenters

Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near?


Just like me, they long to be


Close to you




Why do stars fall down from the sky


Every time you walk by?


Just like me, they long to be


Close to you




On the day that you were born


The angels got together


And decided to create a dream come true


So they sprinkled moon-dust


In your hair of gold


And starlight in your eyes of blue




That is why all the girls in town


Follow you all around


Just like me, they long to be


Close to you




[break]




On the day that you were born


The angels got together


And decided to create a dream come true


So they sprinkled moon-dust


In your hair of gold


And starlight in your eyes of blue




That is why all the girls in town


Follow you all around


Just like me, they long to be


Close to you




Just like me, they long to be


Close to you




(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you


(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you


(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you


(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you




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congrats for Jasmin Shabrina Poetri! adekku a.k.a temen bertengkar a.k.a temen ke kamar mandi *ups* yang masyaallah manja binti bandel ini berhasil masuk SMPN 1 Surabaya :D alhamdulillah, keep fighting sist! semangaaaat!!!

p.s. : aku nulis ini tengah malem, eh nggak deh dini hari qiqiqi #pentingbanget
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ugh, i feel so bored. i'm in holiday but i just stay at home. i haven't go anywhere guys!
sebenernya ada rencana liburan ke malang bareng anak2 tapi aku nggak bisa ikut :(
so right now i just sitting in front of my notebook and browsing the internet. how pity i am -,- 
For God's Sake, i want holiday! i want go somewhere with my besties, my family, or my boyfriend. but i haven't done it yet T.T i wish i can have a perfect holiday, i wish.

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Mean
by : Taylor Swift

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow

But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city


And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean

All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city

(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

 yeah, you the one who push me down. the one who make me feels like i'm nothing.
you're the mean one.
remember, yeah someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me. i'll show it you.
well i think it would be a interesting moment when i see you realize that you're such kinda of pathetic liar.  
so, get ready dude! ;)
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aku nggak nyangka banget. masalahnya temen2 sekelasku sekarang ini pinter2 banget men! dan mereka semua tipe anak yang peduli banget sama nilai, jadi kalian bisa bayangin kan gimana rajinnya mereka? aku ngerasa persaingan di kelasku ini ketat banget. aku mikir masuk 3 besar aja udah alhamdulillah deh kalo liat gimana pinter2nya anak2 XI IPA 6 taun ini. apalagi aku ngerasa kelas 11 ini aku makin dodol binti makin lola binti makin lemot -,-
tapi tadi waktu aku dateng ke sekolah mau ngambil rapot, tiba2 temenku bilang gini "nggak usah gaya yas hahaha" aku kan kaget. pas aku tanbya gaya kenapa dia jawab "kamu loh ranking 1" kalimat pertama yang aku ucapin "sumpah looooo?!! bohong!" dia bilang "sumpah deh yas" huaaaaa aku nggak nyangka banget. alhamdulillah, ternyata usahaku selama ini nggak sia2, aku begadang2 buat belajar ternyata nggak sia2. thanks god :) semoga aku bisa lebih dari yang sekarang kelas 12 nanti, amin :)
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tadi pulang dari grandcy, adekku dapet sms dari temennya disuruh tsms gurunya nanya nilai un. dan akhirnya papaku yang sms gurunya adekku dan nanya nilai unasnya dia. and guess what! my sister get 28,10 for her test! oh maaaan, she's so coooooollll! aku aja smp nggak pcy di dapet segitu hahahaha. well, congrats for my beloved sista'! you did it well!
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have you ever feel missed your bestfriends so badly but you can't meet them? it feels so hurt man :( i have a great clique when i'm in junior high school. we're called CRAZYSTAPLES. silly name? wth, we don't care about it. we're great together. we loved each other, we shared our stories, our problems, and our happiness. we spent our times together by hanged out or just slept together. we're so close, nothing can separate us. can you imagine how we're really close? but now, i can't meet them. yeah they're too far now.
satu hal yang paling aku pengenin di sweet 17th ku april kemarin itu mereka. i miss them badly. tapi karena faktor tempat dan watu jadi nggak memungkinkan buat ketemu deh :( tapi .... ternyata mereka bisa bikin sweet seventeenku jadi nyenengin lagi! waktu itu, baru pulang sekolah tiba2 wita nelfon aku dan ternyata anak2 CS lagi pada kumpul semua kecuali indah. dan bisa ditebak gimana hebohnya mereka hahaha. dan ternyata gak berhenti disitu. tepat sebulan setelah ulang tahunku, 28 Mei kemarin tiba2 aku dapet surprise dari mereka! quite late, tapi tetep aja bikin aku seneng setengah mampus! hahaha. they gave me a 3D scrapbook and a movie of them. they look so crazy and fun in this movie hahaha. bayangin aja mereka lip sync dengan gayanya mereka yang "wow" itu. oh gawd how i miss them so much! they're one of the best thing that ever been mine.


CRAZYSTAPLES in action 












look at them! how pretty they're now. uuh i miss you girls! 



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 #I’ll be there for you to wish, to want, to wander, to find the sun through rain and thunder. –Jasmine (The Return of Jafar)
#I see people together, couples, and it looks so nice being with someone who loves you. –Quasimodo (Hunchback of Notre Dame II)
#
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you. –Pooh 
#If you leave, I just, I remember things better with you. –Dory (Finding Nemo) 
#He'll find his own way to tell you with the little things he'll do. That's how you know he’s your love. –Giselle (Enchanted)
#One look at your smile, and I could see the light shining everywhere. –Jasmine (The King of Thieves) 
#Just a little love: that's how you begin, showing him you care, being there to tuck him in. –Ariel (Little Mermaid Series)
#When we're together, clear skies are clear and I'll share them till where I'm less depressed. –Toy Story 3 
#I can't forget about my heart and how it felt to fall for you right from the start. –Jasmine
#He's no Prince Charming, but there's something in him that I simply didn't see. –Belle (Beauty and the Beast) 
#He'll find a new way to show you a little bit everyday. That's how you know he's your love. –Giselle (Enchanted)  
#Is it wrong to put all our hopes together and wish for somethin' better? –The Rescuers
#I want to stay close to you, no matter what, because I love you. –Naveen (Princess and the Frog)
#When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. –Toy Story 2
#I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss, and a prince I'm hoping comes with this. –Giselle (Enchanted)
#I can't forget about love. –Jasmine (The Return of Jafar)  
#Promise me you won't forget about me, ever, not even when I am a hundred. –Christopher Robin
#Now you're beside me, and look how far we've come. So far, we are so close. –Robert (Enchanted)     
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Hanyalah dirimu yang bisa
Membuat diriku merasa
Seakan melayang
Seolah kuterbang
Hanyalah dirimu yang mampu
Membuat diriku begitu
Mewujudkan khayalan menjadi kenyataan
Maliq d'essential - Kau yang bisa

Seperti biasa lagu-lagunya maliq selalu mendukung suasana waktu aku lagi jatuh cinta hahaha. yup! i'm falling in love with him. why? i don't know why. i just love everything about him. his face, his laugh, the way he looks at me, the way he talks, the way he treats me specially. it feels like i have butterflies flying around inside my tummy when i’m with him. 

tanpa buai kata tercuri hatiku
dia tunjukan dengan tulus cintanya
terasa berbeda
saat bersamanya
aku jatuh cinta
Maliq d'essential - Dia

menurutku sih nggak usah terlalu sering bilang sayang atau gimana. cukup tunjukkin rasa sayang yang tulus aja. yaa biar nih anak lumayan sering juga blg sayang tapi aku rasa belum berlebihan juga sih hahahah, yang jelas nggak tau kenapa aku suka sekali cara dia bilang itu hehehe.

Jika memang adanya (In love with you…)
aku dan kamu (I'm in love with you)
kita bahagia (You're an angel sent from heaven)
Jadikanlah cerita (for me)
kita berdua
untuk selamanya
Maliq d'essential - Heaven 

p.s. : i hope he never see this post. kepalanya bisa gede ntar :s
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i wish that i could photoshop on our bad memories cause the flash back oh the flash back won't leave me alone

# Utada Hikaru - Came Beack to Me


So many years we've been together. I cant believe you cheated on me. You said our love will last forever. I cant believe you cheated on me

# Mocca - Cheated on me


You're gone from here. Soon you will disappear

# Lily Allen - Everybody's Changing


Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet. And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street. So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

# The Script - The Man Who Can't be Moved


Sometimes we do forget to behave and we regret what we say. cause words are too weapons if we don't choose 'em carefully

# Jason Mraz - Try Try Try


i can't breathe without you but i have to

# Taylor Swift - Breathe


And you do what you want cause i'm not what you wanted. oh what a shame what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

# Taylor Swift - Cold as You


And now i miss everything about you. i can't believe it i still want you. And after all the things we've been through. i miss everything about you, without you

# Colbie Caillat - I never told you


Time can't erase a feeling this strong. No way you're never gonna shake me. Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

# David Cook - Always be My Baby


So long, I've blame my self dreamin' 'bout you. I don't want to stop, cause I hate to be alone. Just tell me where you are?

# d'cinnamoon - Super Girl


This melody will never speak. all the things that I regret if I could say anything. my apologies for the way I ended things. see I love you but it scared me, you scared me

# He is We - Our July in The Rain


Kiss it all better, I’m not ready to go. It’s not your fault love, You didn’t know, you didn’t know. Stay with me untill i fall asleep

# He is We - Kiss it All Better


is it killing you? like it's killing me. i don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down. and story of us look like a tragedy now.

# Taylor Swift - The Story of Us


Cause i' not your princess, this ain't a fairytale. i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well. this is a big world. that was a small town.

# Taylor Swift - White Horse



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